im still tired! ahh the aftermaaath of slping late on mon ): my mom said it'd take at least 2 days to recover and sure it did hurhur ): school's been busy. and i ought to really buck up alr.
on recurrence. because all those uncertainties don't get cleared and they're just lying there. not even waiting to be cleared. they're just there and they'll just be there and yeah. is it a sad thing that you can imagine such positive things when reality doesn't seem that bright or maybe a little negative even. i don't know. things change me. your outlook on things, what you're afraid of, what you're sensitive to.
on something. i don't want it to become something that you can blackmail me on, that you can threaten me with, because i guess it's still something sensitive. it's not really anything but i hvn't learnt how to deal with it. yeah maybe it's not all that serious, but i don't even want any chance of that happening because it makes me feel uneasy. just because you know doesn't mean you know everything. and i don't really want even the slightest ill intention to be associated with it when you talk to me about it. i don't talk to just anyone about it. it's just 1 person. 1. and my diary. that's all. it's yet to become some free and easy talk topic kinda thing.

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